Been Thinking

I've been thinking non-stop about it, and a few people have been kind enough to offer some advice. The consensus seems to be that I should head back into the attic but this time with another person, and a more powerful lamp. I'm definitely consdering it. As much as I don't like to think about going back in, it's better than hiding downstairs in my own house. I can't stay down there forever. Thanks everyone for all your support. It means a lot to me.